oldhound: (MR_824)
john constantine. ([personal profile] oldhound) wrote 2022-03-15 08:52 am (UTC)

[ It's less about being right and more drawing from his own experience. How many times did he rush headlong into something because he had something to prove? How many times did he disregard strong advice because he was right? For all the times he's had to make those calls that no one else was willing to make there are a hundred other times he should've stood down. Shelved his ego. It might've saved more lives.

It smarts, what she says. Yes, back home he has his soul firmly back in his hands and he might be able to change things. There's still the very real possibility that he will find some way of mucking it up. ]


Celestial wankers in charge don't see it the same way, love.

[ Not that he puts a lot of stock in those sorts anyway. Hell has made itself more real to him than any other. His experience with any form of the Almighty was in an Angel jerking him around by his own chain for his own means. Dangling the prospect of salvation in front of him and just out of reach. ]

No, it doesn't. Redemption might not fill it either at the end of the day but it's better than ruining every last good thing there is.


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