It was definitely memorable, especially since I uh kind of cried A lot of people probably can't claim that for their first kiss
[ It's...... slightly embarrassing to admit.... but also kind of nice, too?? He's.. still learning how to Actually Share Things, and even though he's cringing at himself, there's a weird warmth in him, too. ]
Some people hate you because of what you do? But you.... help people
[ He's never once thought that John would be someone worth directing anger and hate towards. The man deals with the most terrifying things Peter's ever encountered. If anything, he's sorry that John has to. ]
I'd probably have lost my mind if I didn't have you helping me Someone who knows what the fuck he's doing, because I sure don't
then it'd probably surprise you to know that i was a mess of nerves after mine? couldn't stop trembling.
[ Not a memory he digs into much, if often at all. John doesn't share a lot, normally. Or if he does it's idle chatter. Nothing too solid or real. No way to get too close to him. This place is changing that. ]
but it comes with a price. a cost that most people aren't willing to pay.
[ It's moments like these that make him feel a little better about his useless heart and all. It's also moments like these that make him question how long a thing like this will last before it crumbles in his hands. ]
i'm glad i can help.
[ He doesn't know what he can really do to fix this, though. That thought terrifies him. Yes, he's connected to both Peter and Paimon now but---the idea of losing one or both? It's unsettling for sure.
And in his world he already knows how this sort of thing ends. ]
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kind of cried
A lot of people probably can't claim that for their first kiss
[ It's...... slightly embarrassing to admit.... but also kind of nice, too?? He's.. still learning how to Actually Share Things, and even though he's cringing at himself, there's a weird warmth in him, too. ]
Some people hate you because of what you do?
But you.... help people
[ He's never once thought that John would be someone worth directing anger and hate towards. The man deals with the most terrifying things Peter's ever encountered. If anything, he's sorry that John has to. ]
I'd probably have lost my mind if I didn't have you helping me
Someone who knows what the fuck he's doing, because I sure don't
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[ Not a memory he digs into much, if often at all. John doesn't share a lot, normally. Or if he does it's idle chatter. Nothing too solid or real. No way to get too close to him. This place is changing that. ]
but it comes with a price. a cost that most people aren't willing to pay.
[ It's moments like these that make him feel a little better about his useless heart and all. It's also moments like these that make him question how long a thing like this will last before it crumbles in his hands. ]
i'm glad i can help.
[ He doesn't know what he can really do to fix this, though. That thought terrifies him. Yes, he's connected to both Peter and Paimon now but---the idea of losing one or both? It's unsettling for sure.
And in his world he already knows how this sort of thing ends. ]