[ No words can ever fix that. Not even six months in Ravenscar could ease his guilt or pain. He uses it now as motivation to make damn sure it doesn't happen again. He nearly died saving a child with his own life force because he couldn't take the weight of another innocent life on his soul.
He eases up as he dabs on the antiseptic with a soft apology as Matt continues explaining. ]
Resurrection does a number on a person. You lose something.
[ Idle talk. He imagines that Matt noticed that then. With the Lazarus Pit it's a bloodlust that takes hold because one loses their very soul. They have to be reunited with it. Hence the talk of retrieval before. ]
no subject
He eases up as he dabs on the antiseptic with a soft apology as Matt continues explaining. ]
Resurrection does a number on a person. You lose something.
[ Idle talk. He imagines that Matt noticed that then. With the Lazarus Pit it's a bloodlust that takes hold because one loses their very soul. They have to be reunited with it. Hence the talk of retrieval before. ]